I'm already not photogenic naturally...but my boyfriend truly excels at taking terrible/awkward photos of me. We went to the musem awhile ago and I wanted one picture - (one picture!) by the gorgeous sea-blue walls. Instead I got one picture of a totally blank wall (not in focus), one picture of me fixing my hair, not one picture of me posing, and a lot of pictures of me going, "WAIT AH STOP NOOOO."

I like how these captured a pretty silly (if staple) montage of our relationship though. :) xxx


Hey guys! So I'm sure most of us have seen this trend of hazy, golden-hour esque photos with a bit of sun flare blooming across the image. I really like that look (even though I do think it's a little cheesy...and will date all these photos years from now) so I started working on a photoshop action to reproduce that sort of look.

It's called Sunlit Strawberry! Gives your image a warm wash of light with a kiss of strawberry tones. I ran it below on this picture of a cute puppy I met down in Houston a few months ago (isn't she so precious?) along with a texture I made called Dreaming Lights. I feel really pompous saying that - "texture I made." Honestly, t's really easy to create something like this - I just used a large feathery brush to paint swatches of pink, sky blue, magenta, and gold to give color dimension. It's a small attempt to emulate the beautiful color variations you'll see in nature - little bits of green and blue and purple even in a summer leaf that looks pretty normal. The old artists saw things like this in human skin, too. Go look at some Impressionist paintings and look carefully into how skin is painted - you'll see a lot of green and pink that feels truer than just a wash of perfect peach, mocha, or cinnamon.


If this type of effect is too much for you, you could always duplicate the original layer (ctrl + j), run this effect, and then reduce opacity to your taste. I like this full-blown on this photo, otherwise the haze looked less deliberate and more like something I didn't clean up.

I don't have Sunlit Strawberry ready just yet to release - just tweaking up a few things. The haze gradients, as well as the kiss of strawberry, are completely customizable for the photoshopper.


A few days ago, I fell into that section of flickr that is all smoking photos. I know that smoking is terrible for you and kills kittens and starts wars, but I couldn't help thinking, these look pretty cool. Smoke billowing out in heart shapes, casting a soft veil over a lady's face...the third-grade-me would be appalled to hear it, but there is still something so chic about smoking the way it was depicted in photos. In real life, of course, we see the downsides: the sour smell left on your jacket, the occasional hacking so reminiscent of an angry crow...but in the pictures, it was just the pretty side of smoke, and I decided it would be great if I could learn to photoshop it properly.

Unfortunately, I couldn't find a single portrait I'd taken recently with the right sort of ambiance or expression befitting some photoshopped smoke. After all, if you take most of those natural-smoking photos and take out the actual smoke, you just get this hazy-eyed person with their mouth agape, looking as if they're drooling. Most unattractive. So I decided to take my own portrait with smoke as a secondary feature (so if I messed up, the audience's gaze wouldn't automatically zero in on that.)

In the end, when all was said and done, I ended up not adding smoke at all! The end product would have looked a little tacky with it. A bit of ash might have been appropriate, but that is for another time. I like how this turned out. I was going for an American Colonial portrait style with a kiss of chiaroscuro.



I'm so happy with how this turned out. I live in a tiny little apartment not larger than many university dorms. There is no space for fancy lighting equipment. Right now I'm sitting in the space that we call the living room - really, my mother's cubicle from the 90's was much larger than the space we have here. The light you see is from the kitchen that is right next by - a large, standard florescent strip light above. College budget, man. Always use what you're already paying for. There is a nice bulbous warm light right above me that I had turned off, because it cast too many shadows from up-down - the wrong sort of light. There was also a black sheet to the left of the image, though I doubt it really helped in absorbing any light.

That's the finished product, though. The RAW was rather unimpressive, but what was absolutely vital was that I get the general shape of the light on my body. It's like...(and this is a terrible metaphor) making a cake. People will pretty much only see the beautiful frosting, but you have to have some cake underneath supporting it all. You can't just make a mound of frosting. Well, I suppose you could. But really, guys. You can't fake a light source realistically, especially if it is an important factor in the sort of photo you're creating. Get as good of a baseline as possible. Photoshop is amazing but it cannot reproduce photons. So here's my basic vanilla cake:


I shot this with a Nikon D40x, a kit lens set to the lowest aperture at about a 30 mm zoom (which is somewhere around 45mm on my crop sensor). ISO 200, exposure for 2.5 seconds. I would have set it to ISO 100, but I can't hold still for 5 seconds. You try it. Your head feels like it's trying to run away from your neck, and suddenly everything will itch at once. Maybe try it if you're a Buddhist monk. I had to press myself against the chair and rest my arm on the wine bottle.

It's filled with Arizona tea, by the way. And the cigarette is actually a rolled up business card. I live dangerously.

Now, I must be honest. I wasn't planning to do a tutorial until I was entirely finished and people had asked for it, so I'll just guide you through my layers and explain what I did for each one. Luckily I am very, very paranoid about messing up and/or changing my mind on artistic matters, so I always work with a ton of layers. So here we go!


The first thing I did was remove the outlet behind me with spot removal and color correction. I liked the dusky warmth in the original, which may be more appropriate for a different sort of effect. However, by color-correcting, I have a more accurate array of colors to work with. But more importantly - I did this on a laptop. It's not calibrated. So I always have an eye on my histogram to make sure I'm not overdoing it. I color corrected using this method from DPS. It's lengthy, but works! My gray spot ended up being right underneath the boob. Awesome.


The next step was to brighten the overall image. Or you could do this first, whatever suits you. I just used curves and clicked on the bright parts of my cheek and chin to see where on the histogram my skin generally was, and lifted that area specifically. I didn't want this to get crazy contrasty from the get-go, so I didn't exactly S-curve, just lowered the dark areas (but they are still lifted somewhat) and the parts of the highlights I felt were beginning to blow out. Of course, I will later burn and dodge those same areas, but the idea there is that I have very precise control over it.


This part was totally my own whimsy. I wanted a darker lipstick shade, so I used the paintbrush at about 10% opacity to apply a brownish purple shade. Then I intensified the purple and orange shades in the flowers using the same method, but setting it to color burn. I darkened the scarf too with the same brown-purple shade as my lips, as it was just a bit too bright and distracting for my liking. If I were more talented, I might have changed the color entirely to a deeper red. The skirt was given a bit of color burn and then soft light with a pink, slightly orange shade. For all of these I was to the right of the color chart, since I don't want to add any white to the colors, only layer of transparent pure color. It's like the difference between a strawberry milkshake versus cranberry juice. One red is diluted with white, the other with transparency. I have a sweet tooth.



Now onto the fun part! It's important before you begin this step that you look up some images of what you're trying to achieve. At this point I wanted an American Colonial portrait sort of look, Madame Pompadour lounging away, a tiny bit of delicious chiaroscuro and whatnot. These are not very saturated paintings - often it is one or two colors of clothing or props that is prominent. Also, the gradation between shadow and light is very, very short. No soft studio lighting here. I merged from visible for a new layer to work with. In curves, I pulled down the dark shadowy area until the very darkest parts began to clip. Why didn't I pull down in the middle? Because we're only going to be revealing the darkened shadows - if my brush slips (which it will invariably because of the imprecise nature of what we're doing) to a brighter area, I don't want it to significantly darken. By pulling down the line towards the left, I avoid greatly darkening the right (or bright) area. However, this can also saturate your image some, so I also desaturated a little. After this, I masked, and started painting on the dark areas. Lots of modeling my face, and my legs. I wanted deep, luscious shadows. What I normally did was start out with a big feathered brush to go over the general area I wanted dark, then I shrank the brush some and went over what was to be the darkest. Same idea as applying eyeshadow - or really, painting a real painting. I also darkened the left side of the flowers so it would seem that the light was more directional and the right flowers were casting a shadow.




I did the same thing with dodging. Bigger brushes to smaller brushes. I didn't desaturate nearly as much with the brightened layer, because the colors didn't seem to really saturate during the brightening process. Always go back and use a black brush to fix mistakes. I brightened all the metallic surfaces, the orange, and my chest (satin clothing naturally looks very bright). In dodging my face, I was very careful to smooth the surface out to a flatness common in old paintings, but not lose the modeling and shaping of the shadows. Also, I kept the gradient between light and shadow as severe as possible without making it look posterized.




We're almost done! Now I use effects that change the entire image. First I added a bit of orange soft light (like the color in the box, but a bit lighter) for some warmth. I also wanted more of a spotlight look on me, so I created a new empty layer, set a giant feathered brush on burn, and painted the area around me. I also darkened the floor because I felt its brightness was too distracting. The color I used was very nearly black with just a hint of green (the tiniest little hint!). This was to counteract the faint magenta tone of the walls, and to give contrast to the relative orange colors present throughout the rest of the image. Also, if you look at a lot of paintings from that period, dark shadows normally had a green tint. Do your research, guys! Every little thing you add will always help contribute to that effect.




The "little things to fix" layer was exactly that. After submitting my image to r/postprocessing, the helpful commenters there pointed out some things that I missed. So here I cleaned up the white spots on the ground, removed some hair flyaways, highlighted my hair a little more, and burned/dodged my eyes using the dedicated brushes. Somewhere in all of this I also darkened the scarf some more.


After this, I convered the entire thing to sRGB (by the way, should one do this first...or last?) and uploaded it to you, the dear reader! I hope this tutorial was helpful. Tell me if you'd like a tutorial on something new, and I'll be glad to oblige!



Was shooting wild when I passed this lovely brass band performing right on the street for a 4th of July opening for a bank. They were amazing, and this fellow was so talented!

I really love that about Austin, that you can walk on the street and so easily find something unusual to shoot. Growing up in Plano, a suburb of Dallas, was a very comfortable sort of existence but nothing ever seemed to be /happening./ An unusual artifact of living in Austin is that even when you're bored, you still have the sense that something is going on right outside your door. Usually this suspicion is correct. I love the fact that you can walk downtown and the streets are a living museum. Back in Plano the only people you'd see on the sidewalk were joggers or old Chinese couples. Which is sweet in its own way too, but nothing compared to the experience of this street show.

I talked to the guy showed in the photograph - he performed in Beijing in the late 1980's as an 18-year-old with the (and I hope I'm remembering this correctly) Philadelphia Symphony. That's insane. I grew up playing piano since I was 4 and I knew I was a cut about the rest, but never really dreamed of that sort of experience. Hearing him play in the sweltering Texas heat after knowing this intriguing fact made me realize that so often I am missing talent that swarms around me. Austin can be intimidating that way. I love it.


Last weekend I went to Houston for the Reddit meetup. It was great! Lots of people, delicious food (bacon-wrapped hotdogs, oh my goodness). While I was there I snapped a quick portrait of my boyfriend's sister. Well, it was more like we both felt awkward in a large social gathering, despite it being with other Redditors, so we ran off into a corner and were taking faux-artsy pictures of the trees.

Here's the photo SOOC (straight out of camera). The day was pretty cloudy and extremely humid. Not the best quality photo of course, but my goodness this girl is photogenic.

When I got home to review my photos, I lingered on this one. It really wasn't the best picture, but I loved her cute smile and thought it was worth salvaging anyway. The main reason I was initially put off by the photo was because of the boring, snapshot quality. There isn't much you can do about that once you're removed from the scene, so I made it a bit more intimate by cropping very close. That day I'd been looking at vintage wedding photos, and liked the purpley shadow with orange glow that a lot of the photographers are using now. So I tried to emulate it a little with this photo.


Here's the result. I was kind of disappointed in how it turned out. Her hair looks kind of cool with that purplish tint - I feel it's something she would do on her own - but the photo just looks cold in a very unpleasant way and didn't do her smile any favors. Also, in trying to add that orange glow, I realized this simply wasn't the best photo to choose for that effect. Or perhaps I simply need more practice. Either way, I realized I needed to go through a different method to really bring out this photo.


Here's my second edit. I like this a lot better! It has that washed out quality of a vintage photo but looks infinitely warmer. Her eyes pop a little better here too, and though I do miss the purple quality of the hair, I think it shines a little better here. My overall edit here was to remove the blue-gray cast of the photo, burn a little bit of purple (in the end, I don't think this step made too much of a difference) and add a soft light layer of beige.

I'm posting this up because I still feel like I could have performed a better edit on this photo, and hope that one day I'll look back on this and see exactly what I could have done. Right now this is a punctuation mark, a reminder. I feel that as we all learn photoshop and photography techniques, we tend to overdo it on our first go-arounds. Perhaps this is overdone. We'll see!



Hi! I'm a photographer based in Austin that's pretty new to the industry and art form. I love learning more about the process but it can sometimes be frustrating discovering the right sorts of information you need - stuff that can be easily taken for granted but not taught to somebody that hasn't been classically trained. Here I want to document my own journey as I learn more, and pass that knowledge on to you. This is a collaborative sport!

Hopefully this will be a compendium of not just photography in all its forms but also a sort of diary of the things I'm interested in. I have a terrible habit sometimes of picking things up and not sticking through, even though I do love them, so this blog will be way to motivate me to continue. I've started blogs before and dropped them, of course (oh, the irony) but this is something I'm pretty passionate about, and I'm determined to see this one through. It's nice to have a companion to life, even if it's recordings of your past thoughts.

That's the wonderful thing about forgetting, or being forgetful - reading back on your own writing is like a hello from a world that is both unfamiliar yet completely intimate. In writing, I hope to forget. Forget and learn.


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