This is a recurring theme in my dreams - I climb a great lush mountain, knowing I have to see what's up top. I encounter 5 large pillars, usually stone, covered in sinewy vines. As I stand at the top I see there are people on the other pillars, who leap off one by one. I leap off too. I can see my body falling as if I'm a winter bird. The grass shines at my below, greener than the oldest sea. When I land the ground presses into my feet like a sponge. This is a photographic interpretation of what it feels like to leap from the pillar.



A few days ago I went to Houston with my boyfriend and we went to a family friend's daughter's birthday party. Darling Hayley turned 2! She's the most well-behaved toddler I've ever met - I shot a photo of her when she was around one and a half and the entire time she was so serene and composed.

The party was duck-themed! Little ducky toys, giant fat ducky inflatables, and even tiny little ducky candies. So cute. The boys seemed to love the whole theme as well. Everybody was fed hamburgers and delicious summer fare as the kids had fun by the poolside.




Isn't the table setting gorgeous? The punch was a mix of delicious rainbow sherbet and Sprite. I'd actually never had anything like that before, and it was so amazing! Like a fruity float. Also, you see that giant candlestick? They burn it on each birthday until it's melted down to a stub. So amazing! I wish I had something like that growing up!


Happy birthday, Hayley! You're a gorgeous birthday girl.


I tried something new today. Textures! Except this happened, by accident, when I was trying to produce the second image. I love happy accidents.



This really couldn't have been easier. I took a very bland photo of me against a white wall (no nice lighting equipment, just had all of my window shades pointed upwards for diffused natural light), and made it high-contrast in Photoshop. Then I found an image of a nebula with a lot of textures and bright, visible stars, made that very contrasty too, and set it to overlay. It produced something vaguely like the image below. I liked it, but wanted just a bit more nebula goodness, so I duplicated that layer, rotated it (so I wouldn't repeat images), and repositioned until I liked it. From there, I selectively dodged the portrait photo to blend my face  into the background, or reduce the darkness produced with two overlay layers. You can see I added diamondy stars on the bottom for variety (hand drew them with the brush). Really easy peasy, guys!

The above photo happened when I set the second nebula layer to (I think screen) instead of overlay. Looked really cool and because the edge of my face was blown out from making it so contrasty, it actually smoothly blended in with the stars. I liked that, so I saved the "mistake" image separately and went back later with the healing tool to blend things in. The great thing about an image with lots of fuzzy abstract soft shapes is that you can set the healing tool to something very large, and it'll blend the two sides together in a natural sort of way. You can't do that on a normal photo because the sample size is too big and you'll have a giant splotch falling out of my face. Here, giant splotches are exactly what the image was. It worked nicely!



I wanted some bibimbap...a really delicious Korean dish that's chock-full of fresh veggies. I didn't have too many of the legit ingredients so I had to sub in with sliced celery and broccoli. Which is no problem, since I like broccoli more than the other ingredients that sometimes get put in bibimbap. Still didn't taste as amazing as the legitimate version though. It's strange how sometimes a dish composed of ingredients that you half-like tastes better than the same dish with your favorite ingredients subbed in. Either way, this wasn't bad on a stock.

Plus, my boyfriend actually tried to eat some of his vegetables! Perhaps it was because he saw how much effort (really...not much) I put into arranging the ingredients. He did give up halfway through and exchanged his broccoli for my carrots though. Sigh. Small steps. This isn't a bad dish to give to somebody who you're trying to encourage to eat more veggies. They're chopped up nice and small, come in non-threatening little piles, and look bright and fresh.



Also, I remembered how important it is to upload your photos in sRGB! Always remember to convert the color profile before you upload (that's in either the edit or image drop down window...you'll see something near the bottom that says "Convert to profile"). Select Working sRGB. If you leave it in Adobe RGB, you'll get a really dull image...and sometimes that dullness can look very different from website to website! I had uploaded these images earlier without converting and the veggies looked kind of blue and lifeless.



I'm already not photogenic naturally...but my boyfriend truly excels at taking terrible/awkward photos of me. We went to the musem awhile ago and I wanted one picture - (one picture!) by the gorgeous sea-blue walls. Instead I got one picture of a totally blank wall (not in focus), one picture of me fixing my hair, not one picture of me posing, and a lot of pictures of me going, "WAIT AH STOP NOOOO."

I like how these captured a pretty silly (if staple) montage of our relationship though. :) xxx


A few days ago, I fell into that section of flickr that is all smoking photos. I know that smoking is terrible for you and kills kittens and starts wars, but I couldn't help thinking, these look pretty cool. Smoke billowing out in heart shapes, casting a soft veil over a lady's face...the third-grade-me would be appalled to hear it, but there is still something so chic about smoking the way it was depicted in photos. In real life, of course, we see the downsides: the sour smell left on your jacket, the occasional hacking so reminiscent of an angry crow...but in the pictures, it was just the pretty side of smoke, and I decided it would be great if I could learn to photoshop it properly.

Unfortunately, I couldn't find a single portrait I'd taken recently with the right sort of ambiance or expression befitting some photoshopped smoke. After all, if you take most of those natural-smoking photos and take out the actual smoke, you just get this hazy-eyed person with their mouth agape, looking as if they're drooling. Most unattractive. So I decided to take my own portrait with smoke as a secondary feature (so if I messed up, the audience's gaze wouldn't automatically zero in on that.)

In the end, when all was said and done, I ended up not adding smoke at all! The end product would have looked a little tacky with it. A bit of ash might have been appropriate, but that is for another time. I like how this turned out. I was going for an American Colonial portrait style with a kiss of chiaroscuro.



I'm so happy with how this turned out. I live in a tiny little apartment not larger than many university dorms. There is no space for fancy lighting equipment. Right now I'm sitting in the space that we call the living room - really, my mother's cubicle from the 90's was much larger than the space we have here. The light you see is from the kitchen that is right next by - a large, standard florescent strip light above. College budget, man. Always use what you're already paying for. There is a nice bulbous warm light right above me that I had turned off, because it cast too many shadows from up-down - the wrong sort of light. There was also a black sheet to the left of the image, though I doubt it really helped in absorbing any light.

That's the finished product, though. The RAW was rather unimpressive, but what was absolutely vital was that I get the general shape of the light on my body. It's like...(and this is a terrible metaphor) making a cake. People will pretty much only see the beautiful frosting, but you have to have some cake underneath supporting it all. You can't just make a mound of frosting. Well, I suppose you could. But really, guys. You can't fake a light source realistically, especially if it is an important factor in the sort of photo you're creating. Get as good of a baseline as possible. Photoshop is amazing but it cannot reproduce photons. So here's my basic vanilla cake:


I shot this with a Nikon D40x, a kit lens set to the lowest aperture at about a 30 mm zoom (which is somewhere around 45mm on my crop sensor). ISO 200, exposure for 2.5 seconds. I would have set it to ISO 100, but I can't hold still for 5 seconds. You try it. Your head feels like it's trying to run away from your neck, and suddenly everything will itch at once. Maybe try it if you're a Buddhist monk. I had to press myself against the chair and rest my arm on the wine bottle.

It's filled with Arizona tea, by the way. And the cigarette is actually a rolled up business card. I live dangerously.

Now, I must be honest. I wasn't planning to do a tutorial until I was entirely finished and people had asked for it, so I'll just guide you through my layers and explain what I did for each one. Luckily I am very, very paranoid about messing up and/or changing my mind on artistic matters, so I always work with a ton of layers. So here we go!


The first thing I did was remove the outlet behind me with spot removal and color correction. I liked the dusky warmth in the original, which may be more appropriate for a different sort of effect. However, by color-correcting, I have a more accurate array of colors to work with. But more importantly - I did this on a laptop. It's not calibrated. So I always have an eye on my histogram to make sure I'm not overdoing it. I color corrected using this method from DPS. It's lengthy, but works! My gray spot ended up being right underneath the boob. Awesome.


The next step was to brighten the overall image. Or you could do this first, whatever suits you. I just used curves and clicked on the bright parts of my cheek and chin to see where on the histogram my skin generally was, and lifted that area specifically. I didn't want this to get crazy contrasty from the get-go, so I didn't exactly S-curve, just lowered the dark areas (but they are still lifted somewhat) and the parts of the highlights I felt were beginning to blow out. Of course, I will later burn and dodge those same areas, but the idea there is that I have very precise control over it.


This part was totally my own whimsy. I wanted a darker lipstick shade, so I used the paintbrush at about 10% opacity to apply a brownish purple shade. Then I intensified the purple and orange shades in the flowers using the same method, but setting it to color burn. I darkened the scarf too with the same brown-purple shade as my lips, as it was just a bit too bright and distracting for my liking. If I were more talented, I might have changed the color entirely to a deeper red. The skirt was given a bit of color burn and then soft light with a pink, slightly orange shade. For all of these I was to the right of the color chart, since I don't want to add any white to the colors, only layer of transparent pure color. It's like the difference between a strawberry milkshake versus cranberry juice. One red is diluted with white, the other with transparency. I have a sweet tooth.



Now onto the fun part! It's important before you begin this step that you look up some images of what you're trying to achieve. At this point I wanted an American Colonial portrait sort of look, Madame Pompadour lounging away, a tiny bit of delicious chiaroscuro and whatnot. These are not very saturated paintings - often it is one or two colors of clothing or props that is prominent. Also, the gradation between shadow and light is very, very short. No soft studio lighting here. I merged from visible for a new layer to work with. In curves, I pulled down the dark shadowy area until the very darkest parts began to clip. Why didn't I pull down in the middle? Because we're only going to be revealing the darkened shadows - if my brush slips (which it will invariably because of the imprecise nature of what we're doing) to a brighter area, I don't want it to significantly darken. By pulling down the line towards the left, I avoid greatly darkening the right (or bright) area. However, this can also saturate your image some, so I also desaturated a little. After this, I masked, and started painting on the dark areas. Lots of modeling my face, and my legs. I wanted deep, luscious shadows. What I normally did was start out with a big feathered brush to go over the general area I wanted dark, then I shrank the brush some and went over what was to be the darkest. Same idea as applying eyeshadow - or really, painting a real painting. I also darkened the left side of the flowers so it would seem that the light was more directional and the right flowers were casting a shadow.




I did the same thing with dodging. Bigger brushes to smaller brushes. I didn't desaturate nearly as much with the brightened layer, because the colors didn't seem to really saturate during the brightening process. Always go back and use a black brush to fix mistakes. I brightened all the metallic surfaces, the orange, and my chest (satin clothing naturally looks very bright). In dodging my face, I was very careful to smooth the surface out to a flatness common in old paintings, but not lose the modeling and shaping of the shadows. Also, I kept the gradient between light and shadow as severe as possible without making it look posterized.




We're almost done! Now I use effects that change the entire image. First I added a bit of orange soft light (like the color in the box, but a bit lighter) for some warmth. I also wanted more of a spotlight look on me, so I created a new empty layer, set a giant feathered brush on burn, and painted the area around me. I also darkened the floor because I felt its brightness was too distracting. The color I used was very nearly black with just a hint of green (the tiniest little hint!). This was to counteract the faint magenta tone of the walls, and to give contrast to the relative orange colors present throughout the rest of the image. Also, if you look at a lot of paintings from that period, dark shadows normally had a green tint. Do your research, guys! Every little thing you add will always help contribute to that effect.




The "little things to fix" layer was exactly that. After submitting my image to r/postprocessing, the helpful commenters there pointed out some things that I missed. So here I cleaned up the white spots on the ground, removed some hair flyaways, highlighted my hair a little more, and burned/dodged my eyes using the dedicated brushes. Somewhere in all of this I also darkened the scarf some more.


After this, I convered the entire thing to sRGB (by the way, should one do this first...or last?) and uploaded it to you, the dear reader! I hope this tutorial was helpful. Tell me if you'd like a tutorial on something new, and I'll be glad to oblige!



Was shooting wild when I passed this lovely brass band performing right on the street for a 4th of July opening for a bank. They were amazing, and this fellow was so talented!

I really love that about Austin, that you can walk on the street and so easily find something unusual to shoot. Growing up in Plano, a suburb of Dallas, was a very comfortable sort of existence but nothing ever seemed to be /happening./ An unusual artifact of living in Austin is that even when you're bored, you still have the sense that something is going on right outside your door. Usually this suspicion is correct. I love the fact that you can walk downtown and the streets are a living museum. Back in Plano the only people you'd see on the sidewalk were joggers or old Chinese couples. Which is sweet in its own way too, but nothing compared to the experience of this street show.

I talked to the guy showed in the photograph - he performed in Beijing in the late 1980's as an 18-year-old with the (and I hope I'm remembering this correctly) Philadelphia Symphony. That's insane. I grew up playing piano since I was 4 and I knew I was a cut about the rest, but never really dreamed of that sort of experience. Hearing him play in the sweltering Texas heat after knowing this intriguing fact made me realize that so often I am missing talent that swarms around me. Austin can be intimidating that way. I love it.


Last weekend I went to Houston for the Reddit meetup. It was great! Lots of people, delicious food (bacon-wrapped hotdogs, oh my goodness). While I was there I snapped a quick portrait of my boyfriend's sister. Well, it was more like we both felt awkward in a large social gathering, despite it being with other Redditors, so we ran off into a corner and were taking faux-artsy pictures of the trees.

Here's the photo SOOC (straight out of camera). The day was pretty cloudy and extremely humid. Not the best quality photo of course, but my goodness this girl is photogenic.

When I got home to review my photos, I lingered on this one. It really wasn't the best picture, but I loved her cute smile and thought it was worth salvaging anyway. The main reason I was initially put off by the photo was because of the boring, snapshot quality. There isn't much you can do about that once you're removed from the scene, so I made it a bit more intimate by cropping very close. That day I'd been looking at vintage wedding photos, and liked the purpley shadow with orange glow that a lot of the photographers are using now. So I tried to emulate it a little with this photo.


Here's the result. I was kind of disappointed in how it turned out. Her hair looks kind of cool with that purplish tint - I feel it's something she would do on her own - but the photo just looks cold in a very unpleasant way and didn't do her smile any favors. Also, in trying to add that orange glow, I realized this simply wasn't the best photo to choose for that effect. Or perhaps I simply need more practice. Either way, I realized I needed to go through a different method to really bring out this photo.


Here's my second edit. I like this a lot better! It has that washed out quality of a vintage photo but looks infinitely warmer. Her eyes pop a little better here too, and though I do miss the purple quality of the hair, I think it shines a little better here. My overall edit here was to remove the blue-gray cast of the photo, burn a little bit of purple (in the end, I don't think this step made too much of a difference) and add a soft light layer of beige.

I'm posting this up because I still feel like I could have performed a better edit on this photo, and hope that one day I'll look back on this and see exactly what I could have done. Right now this is a punctuation mark, a reminder. I feel that as we all learn photoshop and photography techniques, we tend to overdo it on our first go-arounds. Perhaps this is overdone. We'll see!



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